I posted convo's about racist jokes.  They may be hilarious if you guys aren't all offensive about that.  I wanna take a poll.  Tell me if you wanna read them and I'll post them up.  Remember, this is all in good time and nothing personal.  I'm not really racist like that.  Ohh, and I still need to write that long entry.  It'll either be posted here or on my yet to be unveiled xanga (www.xanga.com/still_fotographs), which is still blank hahah.  K, late kids :)

-NIgBEEN :)

Brace yourself for a long entry.  Coming Soon. >:) DUN DUN DUN haha. 

You guys... I want to change my xanga FOR THE LAST TIME

I promise!!!!!!!!!

Do I have your consent?  k, THANKS!  I LOVE YOU GUYS!  :)

Where the hell am I supposed to go after tomorrow?  I can't turn back and go home.  Shit.  I fucking hate this.  Maybe it is my fault, but I know if they don't treat me that way then I wouldn't have to react the way I do.  Omfg.  And, they wonder why I'm "never" home.  Most of the shit I do during weekdays is not only for me, but also for them.  I wanna get involved as much as possible not just be a freaking fatass sitting at home afterschool.  I wanna have a life.  I don't wanna fucking go home and I told them that already.  That's it.  That's all.  Whatever happens, happens.  If they pick me up and force me to go home, I'm not gonna talk to them.  *sigh, sorry I just needed to let that out.  Hella killed my day.  Who hits their children so early in the f'ing morning?!  Damn.

Whatever, NigBEEN

Still Re-caping...

April 03, 2005; Valley Fair

Well, after church I was supposed to go to the Youth Group meeting to discucc the retreat.  I WANNA GO!!  But then it's like $100 dollars, so I'll try.  I wanna sleep in the Boys' Cabin.  Whatever.  Well, yeeah and then Yunie called and asked me if I was doing anything that day.  And I explained about the meeting but then she had another Plan haha--to go to Vf :).  YAY!  So yeeah MALL NIG!  For sha`! lol Thanks to my trusty son, Fifi (Efren P. Esposo), he signed me up for the retreat since I couldn't do so myself :) THANK YOU! And just in case you wanna holler, his fone number is 408.489.9310 HAHA!! He's got GUNS&BUNS, guaranteed..  If he asks you where you got his number from, you didn't hear it from me.  HAHA, well anyways so then since Karen's family is also going to Vf, I decided to hitch a ride with her and just meet Yunie at the mall.  Ate a little at the Big B.'s Castle of Intimate Fantasies and then we were off.  YESSSSS!! We went to the ground floor at Macy; first and tried on dresses YAY!  I tried on three GORGEOUS ones but of course I can only dream hahahaha!  Just kidding, but I think I'm getting one of them for my Confirmation.  YAY!   I tried on this really PRETTY and EXPENSIVE.  It reminded me of The Grammy Awards or something.  Karen thought so too :).  And the next dress was FAB-U-LOUS!!  hahaha.  It was silky and it was a 'I'm-not-a-whore-but-I'm-not-a-virgin-either' kind of green.  HAHA jk but it was a sort of 'calming-and-pretty-but-at-the-same-time-not-so-innocent-kind-of-green.'  Yeeah, I wanna get it for Winter Ball next year, and that's only if I have a date.  I wanna go to the Wilcox one.  But, yeeah.  If I don't get a date, then I'm just gonna blow all my savings (or soon to be savings) on that Green Day on Sept. 24, (my parents' 23rd anniversary) at SBC park.  Yeeah, I got that info from Raymond Lin.  Yeeah, he's heckka cool!  Anyways, then this one really, REALLY pretty dress AND appropriate Confirmation dress :).  It's only $50 TOO!!  It's really nice.  It's creamy and stuff, but I need'a lose some fatt maan!  And I also need to wear a camisole or some shitt 'cause it's pretty sheer.  Yeeah, then we went to AE to try on pants but Yunie called and told us to meet her at Victoria Secret.  Dengg, that dirrrrrty kid JK haha.  Then, we were looking at underwear and at the models and stuff, I mean what is there to do there?  Just kidding, then Yunie came and stuff then headed back to AE yess!! And then tried on them jeans.  I DIDN'T KNOW I CAN FIT PERFECTLY IN AMERICAN EAGLE JEANS!! lol soo yeeah, I might get the pants tomorrow or sometime soon hopefully.  But, then Karen got the same pants but it's all good I guess, I just really need jeans, and AE jeans are heckka thick and durable haha.  I wanna go to Surplus and get a belt and shoes!!  But then, I'm already planning to get shoes at vF.  I'm still thinking about that though.  Well, anyways, then Karen had to go and Yunie and I went to meet up with Auntie and then we ate TRUCKLOADS OF FOOD!!  I felt like I was eating for most of Africa, JK that's mean, but I did try to eat most of my food so that I wouldn't waste any 'cause it made me think about how scarce the food is over there.  Then, to Copelands where I fell in love with these type of wrestling shoes soo cool!  And, Yunie kept on bothering her mother about the Napoleon Dynamite shirt that she heckka wants and was like a freaking broken record.  hahaha!  Well, anyways yeeah got shoes and stuff and headed home.  K, I'm tired of writing this blog and it's overdue so late.

Love Always, NigBEEN :)

Let's recap shall we?

Saturday, April 2, 2005

Well, I thought that I would be stuck home with a truckload of late math hw but thanks to YUNICE I escaped the terror.  HAHA.  Well, what happened was I was multi-tasking again.  As in internet, hw, and phone (w. Mel).  He was said that he was going to Yunice's house and I was all "Aww, how funn! I wish I could go but I don't have a ride home."  And he told me to ask her if he could come and of course she said yes  and she told me to go too.  I said that I didn't have a ride home so we came up with The Plan.  I was to go to her house with my back pack and books with Mel to make it seem like I came from his house>>Then I say that I walked all the way there from church to Mel's house HAHA pity shit>>Then later when we need to head home, she'll tell her mother that she needs to get her stuff from my house and then I'll end up getting a ride.  But our plan backfired.  Haha, as it turns out Yunie's family needed to go somewhere so then Mel&I had to leave.  And, so on his way to I think his house he told me call Sydney and ask if we could go to her house.  And I was all like... 'OMGOSH!! IF YOU CARRY MY BOOKS!' And he agreed to carry my books if we went to her house.  So we called her and asked and she sounded in pain 'cause of BOTC.  Well, yeeah then halfway toward his house he decides to go to Efren's house.  So we called him and as it turns out, he's at WaySafe and so he suggested Jared's house.  But, then he quickly changes his mind right away.  WHAT A WISHY WASHER!!  Anyways, so then we just ended up going to his house.  *Sigh.. whatever LOL.  Then waited a couple of minutes 'til his uncle opened the door.  He acted as if he didn't want me at his house at first while we were walking especially, but whatever.  I'ma let that slide :P  Well, anyways yeeah and then like we went inside, we asked Melfred's mother, Auntie to play "One Sweet Day" on the keyboard.  Then, ate ice cream COOKIES N` CREAM!! Yeeah, nig for sha`.  :DD Anyways, yeah and then tried to escape from Pogi's, [Mel's Schnauzer] murderous teeth.  JK haha, but yeeah and then listened to music that really got me in the mood.  Then, we were reminsicing haha.  Yeeah, then I got dropped off home by Paul, THANKS!

I need to blog about April 3 & 4th. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHANELLY UHAUL MUFASA!!